It’s one of those things I’m always trying to do. Get into his brain. Figure him out. The way I see it, the mind of a musician is more like an amusement park. I imagine more haunted houses and roller coasters, the harder the genre of music. With metal drenched in darkness, country’s twanged mind would surely be a perky mustard.
And he has all of these; jumbled up behind those magnetic greens. As I swim through the chaos that is Mark’s thoughts, I can’t help but be swept away. The emotion that one memory can hold is astonishing! And sadly, the painful ones burn much brighter than the pleasant. Through the words sprawled out on a sheet wide-ruled, twice recycled notebook paper, between the attempted hearts of a three year old and the chocolaty fingerprint of one in his second year, lies a whole new kind of reality.
A reality where every day is the newest exploration into the unknown. The elaborate journey through each 24-hour period must contain the entire spectrum of adventure puzzle pieces. Like the nearly perfect story in Oz, the artists’ adventures are spliced into carefully measured and equally exciting portions- most easily related to by emotion.
See, Mark. I know him well. I’ve rode shotgun for more Mark adventures now than any one person in my entire life. He surpassed Pug just as recent as the youngest’s first anniversary of breaking his mom’s tailbone! 🙂 And stability is a weak spot in Sir 44’s daily struggles. And that’s the only time I feel I make a difference in this craziness. His hopeless romantic side and his good ‘ol Southern boy side clash with his creative and rebellious side with a titaneous crash that Poseidon would envy. Sprinkle in a little of my Geninotic fun and uber eccentric emotions and the universe a la Mark is knocked damn near straight off kilter again.
When given the real opportunity to not just listen, but hear the words of a person’s soul, you come to appreciate this unique and exaggerated look on life. Sometimes it is more entertaining than any Colorado kid, published dog or stoned fast food supply. Sometimes its just an intense migraine. But no matter which dramatic degree, the effect those words have on the listener’s soul is the real reward. Being given the chance to truly understand another person’s thoughts. Their life. Their lessons. Their joys and their fears. These incredibly intense and personal, private feelings. It’s amazing.
Musicians share their entire selves with their surroundings. What doesn’t make it onto the melody made it into a bridge on a scrapped song sung two sunrises ago. These four inkblots that center our shared existence make these fun little jaunts into my lover’s skull that more poetically and beautifully disturbing.
Maybe tomorrow I’ll journey through a gory memory or get stuck in the romance section of brain de DeCou. Although there are no absolutes as to where our adventures lead us, there is one thing we both know to be true. So long as there’s people to listen, a guitar to pick and a melodic possibility; the adventures will exist and our dreams will continuously become true.